rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated

i am alive and not so well. being dealing with a strep type illness for a week now. both tests from the doc's office came back as negatives, so as long as it doesn't come back and i don't feel fatigued, i shouldn't have to worry about mono. and i don't really need to deal with that right now.

retreat was this last weekend. i got wrecked beyond belief. i'm retarded. that may be the reason why i'm still sick, but the jury is still out on that one.

i really don't have much else to say. i went over a week without posting. i read blogs last night for the first time in 6 days. i felt disconnected and in some ways i liked it and in others i hated it. such is life. we gotta find balance.

i'll write more later
take care of yourselves...and each other.