ok, several things to comment on today.

the drunk cleaning that went on last night wasn't very drunk but it was very clean. props to TKE for getting the house ready for summer party. which is this saturday at 63 Wachusett St, Worcester, MA 01609. cost is $5 for food and drink. The Bent will be playing at 3ish. this shameless plug has been brought to you by the number "be there" and the letter "i'm warning you."

my car has a funky smell when it gets hot outside. when i come out to it after work with the sun beating down on it for a few hours, it has this smell. old car grandma's house type smell. i think it may be because i haven't cleaned the interior of my car since march. and i'm a lazy person, so there is a lot of garbage and shiznit in there. i may take care of this sometime soon, but i'm extremely doubtful. doubtful as in why bother lying to myself, i'm not going to do it til i can't find the gas pedal anymore.

why do people throw away perfectly good things? and i'm not talking material possessions here. i mean, life's not one big party. it's more like a highway in the midwest. occassional high point, random low spots. but basically it's smooth sailing for the entire ride. so if the AC works, the radio station is tuned in fine and the sun's not glaring, why not just enjoy the trip? this is the only one you get to take. "we mortals are but shadows and dust"

i enjoy smoking. people were yelling at me last night to not do it. it's unhealthy, blah blah blah. well, frankly, i don't give a damn if it's healthy or not. i like doing it. i don't care about the health risks. life is too short to bother worrying how long you're going to live or how to make yourself live longer. quality over quantity baby. that's what it's all about. the only motiviation i could possible come up with for quitting is the economic one. it's getting fucking expensive to smoke. it's like 20 a week i'm blowing on butts. which is why we should live in my uber-utopia. there wouldn't even be cigarettes cuz that would be a superfluous commodity and a waste of communal resources. you see, society would only create things that were for the betterment of the society as a whole...but i digress. to recap, i'm still smoking.

ugh, it's 9:15. i came into work early today so i could leave early so i can go shopping for all the shit for tomorrow. i don't know if this was a good idea or not. i think i'm going to take a nap soon. i think i can just stare at my screen without anyone noticing anything, so we'll go for that. otherwise, i'll have to figure something else out.

i would buy this off ebay

so last night we decided that the way God is going to punish me is to send me to heaven while all my friends go to hell. i'll be stuck bored out of my gourd, well everyone else is partying it up in hell (yes, partying, it's a long story, but the gist is since everyone is going to hell, it can't be that bad. Satan can't be that efficient at torture, it's probably only a weekly thing anyway). so i suggest that i'll rebel against God like Lucifer. Then it was pointed out that i'm too lazy to start a revolution. so we went back to the foosball game. i would have to beat God in foosball in order to go to hell to hang out with my friends.

hey, what's a thundercloud doing in the office?