babbling

if the remainder in an unbalanced equation is causing a system crash when it grows too large, i think there are two options:
which each new iteration of the system, slow the growth rate down of the remainder so the stability of the system lasts for a longer time.
or make the system's point of no return larger, so the anamonaly has to grow to a larger size before it causes the system failure.

i would choose option one. the system doesn't necessarily become more stable, it just survives longer at it's current stability and it would be a known quantity to deal with.
the other option, i think, would cause progressively larger and larger crashes that would cause the system to take longer to recover, if at all.

which is why i don't understand why the architect of the matrix didn't go with the first option. he could have created a known anomaly that would be easy to control. and maybe he did do that, and neo really is that powerful. for some odd reason, he has the gift that the other ones didn't, and now he can really stop the matrix. i don't like that option. it doesn't sit well with me. not cool enough. being the messiah for the hell of it is boring.

what does settle nicely in my warped little brain is that the architect chose the second way. each matrix is better and stronger than the last version, but so is the anomaly. but the architect doesn't care. he said he has certain levels of sruvival he is comfortable with. i think he is a messed up guy that is curious to see what can happen. he's been waiting all this time since the first one appeared to meet an anomaly that would actually sacrifice all of mankind and choose the left door. he wanted to push the envelope of the matrix as far as it would go. which, i think, is why he doesn't really care what the oracle, the merovingian, smith or all the exiles are doing. the architect wants an armaggedon in the matrix. he's a bit off kelter and he's a curious scientist. he wants to see what solutions this "remainder" will bring to the system equations--even if it is a meltdown.

either way neo is going to fuck shit up.

i would joke that carla gave me allergies and i'm sneezing and rubbing my eyes because of her.
she's left and the suffering has only gotten worse.
either it's not her, or she sloughed off some skin cells and put them in my stuff :)
whatever it is, i miss her.

tiger woods pro tour 2003 is the biz-omb.

olive oil, basil, garlic, black pepper.